....WHEN I'M FEELIN BLUE....
all I have to do is take a look at you
then I'm not so blue....
Goodness,........ of all times!
Kung kailan nakatagal ako nang ganito,
saka pa ako nakaka-feel ng LONELINESS...
FOR reasons I cannot fathom,I feel down and out these past week.
Can I categorize it as LONELINESS for family members who are away from me?
OR is it just one of those blues?
I can imagine the lonelinessand homesickness our OFWs are suffering....
just like that of the image that I see staring back at me in my hand mirror.
...ANYWAYZ, I was sooooo lonely I helped myself to some pints of new O-SAKE [RICE WINE], heheheh...
For a teetotaller, this is a big NO-NO!
So how did I feel?
Well, I feel a bit not myself,
but then I resorted to crying myself out [again!].
I texted Makoy and he answered right away...sending soft words to ease my loneliness.
..God, I love that lil Angel!
Am off the usual track and I sometimes question the rationaleof this all...
I could stay with my family and live happily ever after...
Nevertheless...I feel pain inside....
I don't know how to say it...
God may grant a soul who'll have the patience and the guts to love a fool such as I.
...AM I ALONE in this world?
Is this my FATE?
TO WHAT EXTENT will I make TIIS here?
Weighing things altogether...
I don't think the happiness of being in familiar grounds commensurate to what I earn here.
Nothing can compare to being with those you love and who love you in return.
Grant me the PATIENCE to take all these..........
* My apologies for the rantings and ramblings of a lonely soul
who live far away from home.......
Saturday, October 08, 2005
投稿者 Cory 時刻: Saturday, October 08, 2005