HOMESICK BLUES*

....WHEN I'M FEELIN BLUE.... all I have to do is take a look at you then I'm not so blue.... **************** Goodness,........ of all times! Kung kailan nakatagal ako nang ganito, saka pa ako nakaka-feel ng LONELINESS... ASUS! * FOR reasons I cannot fathom,I feel down and out these past week. Can I categorize it as LONELINESS for family members who are away from me? OR is it just one of those blues? ** I can imagine the lonelinessand homesickness our OFWs are suffering.... just like that of the image that I see staring back at me in my hand mirror. *** ...ANYWAYZ, I was sooooo lonely I helped myself to some pints of new O-SAKE [RICE WINE], heheheh... For a teetotaller, this is a big NO-NO! So how did I feel? Well, I feel a bit not myself, but then I resorted to crying myself out [again!]. I texted Makoy and he answered right away...sending soft words to ease my loneliness. ..God, I love that lil Angel! **** Am off the usual track and I sometimes question the rationaleof this all... I could stay with my family and live happily ever after... Goodness! Nevertheless...I feel pain inside.... I don't know how to say it... ***** Who knows? God may grant a soul who'll have the patience and the guts to love a fool such as I. ****** ...AM I ALONE in this world? Is this my FATE? TO WHAT EXTENT will I make TIIS here? ******* Weighing things altogether... I don't think the happiness of being in familiar grounds commensurate to what I earn here. Nothing can compare to being with those you love and who love you in return. ******** Please God... Grant me the PATIENCE to take all these.......... ====================== * My apologies for the rantings and ramblings of a lonely soul who live far away from home....... *